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Hey guys. I haven't been around much huh? If the title didn't give it away, I am falling apart from stress. I have an ACT test this Saturday and a big math test tomorrow. School life has been a drag and my home life has left with more questions than answers about my future. My eldest brother is overseas again, my sister is off a law school, and my two brothers my own age hardly even talk to me. My Junior year at high school is fast approaching its end and I have a very vague plan for my college life. I hardly get to talk to my friends here and the ones I used to talk to are an ocean away. I am bored to tears at home and am stuck in a inner battle that's been going on for a while now. All of this finally hit me in its entirety this week. It's been a harrowing few days. Also my sister-in-law is still estranged with my parents.
Thankfully I'm getting past this and working through each problem one by one. Given enough time I'm sure I'll come out for the better.
-Sincerely, Vixel
Thankfully I'm getting past this and working through each problem one by one. Given enough time I'm sure I'll come out for the better.
-Sincerely, Vixel
The Problem With Retcons and Apathy
It's been a long while since I've posted anything on this site. I can't give a good excuse to anyone really. I mean, I have plenty of time after school to write and work on stories galore. My application into college is going very smoothly. Even my personal life (what little there is) doesn't intrude on me working on stories to be posted on DA for you all to view. However, the problem is not time but energy.
I love writing and all the nuance in creating a story and characters. But I also am indecisive as sin! I can't land on one concept or idea before rocketing off to the next. Remember Vixel? Yeah, he's been retconned into a
Four Years Homeless
This journal is to address my long standing absence from the site. In truth, I didn't know whether this journal until recently.
Now, to clarify, I have not been literally homeless for the past four years. It's more the feeling I've had for a long while now. It began back in 2012, hands down the worst year of my life. I had to move from my home of eight years to Prishtina to be closer to my school at the time. At first, I was sad because all of my friends at the time were back in Peje, my first home. However, over the course of two years, I began to become integrated into the city and made infrequent visits back to Peje. It was startin
League of Noobs(Apparently)
I have been playing League of Legends. And it is full of people who I will now dub noobcallers. Jag offs who call you a knob for dying more times than them. They don't help you or consider that you're new. No, they just call you a noon and go on doing whatever. It is aggravating.
So I must ask, does anyone play League of Legends? If so then tell me because I need sanity. This game drives me crazy sometimes. I played Dark Souls and Dark Souls II with no problem and this is what gets me. Figures.
If anyone feels like it, I'll be online playing a few matches and dealing with the usually issues. (Lag, 'veteran' players, people leaving mid-sessi
A Moment
I am buzzing with excitement guys! I just got back from a small school creative writing contest involving Teen Dating Violence. It was a bit emotional, what with everyone reading varied pieces about relationship abuse and all. In the end, I got second place with first place going to a fellow student of mine who, I am quite sure, was the only one who actually was in an abusive relationship winning first place. My prize was $50.
I was shaking near every moment leading up to me standing up there and reading my poem. It was frightening to say the least. Yet I spoke steady and kept a confidence in my voice that I had practiced previously.
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Sorry to hear mate, hope your life has settled down by now.
I'm cheering you on
I'm cheering you on