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You know, I've been thinking a lot about my time here at dA and I have come to realize there are some things that need addressing. Particularly, 
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A long time ago I was an insulting douche to her and I have been feeling a bit of guilt from not saying to her how sorry I am. Girl, if you read this, I am so sorry for what I said. Now I can only hope she has forgotten about it.
Same goes to
. I dropped a douche bomb comment there as well and I just want to say that if you want to slap me dude, go ahead, I already have.
But the one thing I have been looking at even more so is my writing. I realize that I need to do something on this site soon because I am D-E-A-D. I used to have such a thirst for this stuff but now...nothing.
Have I lost my touch? Can I continue these stories or will they just collect dust forever? Someone needs to give me a swift kick to the ass and fast.
Sincerely, Vixel.
.A long time ago I was an insulting douche to her and I have been feeling a bit of guilt from not saying to her how sorry I am. Girl, if you read this, I am so sorry for what I said. Now I can only hope she has forgotten about it.
Same goes to
. I dropped a douche bomb comment there as well and I just want to say that if you want to slap me dude, go ahead, I already have.But the one thing I have been looking at even more so is my writing. I realize that I need to do something on this site soon because I am D-E-A-D. I used to have such a thirst for this stuff but now...nothing.
Have I lost my touch? Can I continue these stories or will they just collect dust forever? Someone needs to give me a swift kick to the ass and fast.
Sincerely, Vixel.
The Problem With Retcons and Apathy
It's been a long while since I've posted anything on this site. I can't give a good excuse to anyone really. I mean, I have plenty of time after school to write and work on stories galore. My application into college is going very smoothly. Even my personal life (what little there is) doesn't intrude on me working on stories to be posted on DA for you all to view. However, the problem is not time but energy.
I love writing and all the nuance in creating a story and characters. But I also am indecisive as sin! I can't land on one concept or idea before rocketing off to the next. Remember Vixel? Yeah, he's been retconned into a
Four Years Homeless
This journal is to address my long standing absence from the site. In truth, I didn't know whether this journal until recently.
Now, to clarify, I have not been literally homeless for the past four years. It's more the feeling I've had for a long while now. It began back in 2012, hands down the worst year of my life. I had to move from my home of eight years to Prishtina to be closer to my school at the time. At first, I was sad because all of my friends at the time were back in Peje, my first home. However, over the course of two years, I began to become integrated into the city and made infrequent visits back to Peje. It was startin
League of Noobs(Apparently)
I have been playing League of Legends. And it is full of people who I will now dub noobcallers. Jag offs who call you a knob for dying more times than them. They don't help you or consider that you're new. No, they just call you a noon and go on doing whatever. It is aggravating.
So I must ask, does anyone play League of Legends? If so then tell me because I need sanity. This game drives me crazy sometimes. I played Dark Souls and Dark Souls II with no problem and this is what gets me. Figures.
If anyone feels like it, I'll be online playing a few matches and dealing with the usually issues. (Lag, 'veteran' players, people leaving mid-sessi
A Moment
I am buzzing with excitement guys! I just got back from a small school creative writing contest involving Teen Dating Violence. It was a bit emotional, what with everyone reading varied pieces about relationship abuse and all. In the end, I got second place with first place going to a fellow student of mine who, I am quite sure, was the only one who actually was in an abusive relationship winning first place. My prize was $50.
I was shaking near every moment leading up to me standing up there and reading my poem. It was frightening to say the least. Yet I spoke steady and kept a confidence in my voice that I had practiced previously.
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I would say it's not just you. Almost everyone I watch hasn't posted stuff for days, maybe even a couple weeks. Are you really sure a kick up the a$$ is really what you need? Because I don't. Somebody needs to kick-start everyone into action. (pun not intended)